ok
i clicked the wrong button.......

now i've locked myself out of msn!!!!!!!!

well i hadn't logged in in the first place, but now i want to, it just won't open...

what should i do?

Look for a new icon in your notification area (bottom right; by the clock). It usually looks like a grey disk with teh tubes underneath. If you hover your mouse over it, you will see 'Windows Live Messenger'. If you still can't spot it, here's how it should look like: http://tinypic.com/4gdm8ol.png - Double clicky to bring your Messenger back.

thank you sooo much!! oh i was really starting to panic there.. thank you!!!!!

oh also, it's really slow and it takes about 10 minutes after logging in before i can actually talk to anyone.. any clues about that one?