Shoutbox

hello everyone! well where can i start...friday the 13th for me was indeed what the myth says it to be, nothing but bad luck! I am currently working a 9-5 job which i like but i feel bored and confused about whether i want to do something else, or just not work in general, lol...like that is possible! so basically, i have been absorbed with having a baby, my own baby, with someone i know and want to be with. Evidently, he doesnt have a clue that i want to have a baby and i'm sure if he knew, he would run for the hills, the sea and maybe the end of the world if he could find it (Boing ) so getting straight to the point...does one have a baby without him knowing, or slowly live my boring, meaningless life before i do something even more outrageously stupid?!

BTW i don't want any reasons about how unfair it is to put a man through this...bla bla bla...no one was saying it was unfair when i was cheated on and hurt by other men, so im doing what I want now...not anyone else!