Firstly: Ben, hope she gets better and you two talk about it.
* L. Coyote throws himself into the sea of discussions.
Personally, taking drugs (in
small ammounts) every month or so is ok.
If you do it every day (or many times a week) it
will take over at one point or destroy your body. You might not care now, but if you ever try to get out you'll find it very difficult.
Everything is ok when
you control it.
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