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Originally posted by LittleK
quoteriginally posted by DJKAL
i dont know why i just cant. when it all started i blocked myself off and kept myself and my thoughts and feeling to myself and i still dont tell people how im really feeling, partly because i dont know myself. it was a big mistake admitadley but i still stick to it and i cant see anyone and have been told to many times but still wont
Littlek:
No idea then. If you refuse to even TRY and be helped, you're doomed.
You know what? reading through this makes me angry at myself. I now understand completley what DJKAL was trying to say. My nan died two weeks ago (some of you might remember me saying stuff about how ill she was before) and i dont know what im feeling. I am trying to shut every singple person off and i cant seem to greave. Myabe its because its been a long time coming, either way, i cant feel anything. Any suggestions??