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Originally posted by LittleK
You know what? reading through this makes me angry at myself. I now understand completley what DJKAL was trying to say. My nan died two weeks ago (some of you might remember me saying stuff about how ill she was before) and i dont know what im feeling. I am trying to shut every singple person off and i cant seem to greave. Myabe its because its been a long time coming, either way, i cant feel anything. Any suggestions??
it took me up untill about 2 months ago to 'get over it'. 2 years later since my nad and grandad died and 1 year after the other grandad died.
what has helped me has ben the purchase of a motorbike, working on that and being excited to get on the road. along with forcing myself to sleep properly (motorbike + no sleep = not good)
so, all i can try and say to help is that if you have something to enjoy, and takes time - like an enjoyable job or something similar. this will allow you to be too busy thinking about that, i know this seems like hiding your feelings, and no that doesn't help..it can get you REALLY down and even get to dangerous states of mind but it can be something small that will pick your life back up, could even be a friend or someone you know online. that's what it was that kept me going, a girl i'd never met before - and as things stand now..probably never will. but, i think it's safe to say sh saved my life and brought me back to 'normal'. i know this seems to be a lot about me, but i'm jsut trying to explain that life does get better, no matter how long the tunnel is at the minute, there is a light somewhere at the end.
just stay strong and take care of yourself. you do have people around you, some you dont know yet.
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