To lose such a popular member of the forums is always sad. To lose a popular member who is not a guy is even sadder!!
I don't post here much, but I do read lots, and its sad to see you go. I've been there myself and you just need to make sure you do a bit each day that you know will make you better. It can be a long journey, but its one you need to make. I wish you well!
Jeronimo xx