do some volunteer work and then after a while try for a job (after all you'll have volunteer work to put on your CV which is always good, as it shows you're willing to work and care) then hey you've got a paying job, then get a different job after a while if you want and start renting/sharing a flat. Suddenly you've got somewhere to live in and have friends (or more
) come to stay which is much better than anything you get caught up in online
Take charge and go forth into the world being yourself and start over
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