johny, those are some thoughts we all have once in a time.... nothing wrong with it. When you loose a loved one, you end up thinking "bad things" about those who still are here. This is a normal human reaction. For some people it takes a lot of time to get over this and move on though (it can even take years). Thinking about it 24/7 is bad though and if that is the case, you need to do something which will keep you occupied for some time (can be anything).
Seeing as you had to experience such things at your age, it doesn't make this easier to cope with. But eventually you will get over it. Seek out some friends and go do some stuff on a regular basis (eg: going for a swim each wednesday afternoon or something). So, something you can look forward to.
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Originally posted by Ginger
well ive been starin at my hand for about 10 minutes so does that mean im thinking? when im thinking after im done thinking i cant remember what i was thinking so hard about
Or you're tired like hell.... happens to me sometimes... not knowing if it is day or night and just "thinking away"...
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Originally posted by gnownoskcid
don't think too much... the more you think about life, the less sense it makes
hehehe, yeah, true. My motto: "Carpe Diem"...
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